So my baby brother was born. Yaaaay! I actually am happy. He is just so tiny and cute. Today he is six days old. Now I officially have two siblings. I wanted younger siblings so bad when I was a kid and now I have two. One six years old and one six days old. I am so blessed :3 I finally know his name. It's Gabriel but I keep calling him Chase. I have to think for a moment before I say his name. Most of the time I don't even catch myself. My dad is also having the same problem. Whenever he is talking about the baby he pauses before saying his name as if he has forgotten it. I'm sure he is gonna grow up thinking his name is Chase because I can't see myself stopping calling him Chase any time soon.
My dad joked that he was throwing up a west side gang sign.
I did a really dumb thing today. I the morning I was looking for my pencil during my first class and was putting a bunch of stuff on the desk. One of the things was my Batman knife. My friend quickly grabbed it and said that I could get in trouble if it was seen and that I needed to be careful. Later I get home and I wanted to open a package so I took out my knife to cut it. My hand slipped and I stabbed my hand. The point went straight in in that webbed part between my thumb and index finger. It didn't go too deep but needless to say it began to gush blood. I washed it off and held a piece of rolled of toilet paper against it tightly. I went through two wads before it slowed. I put a small band-aid and all better, at least until half an hour later when I noticed there was a dark circle in the bandage. I took it off to replace it and blood quickly began to flow out. I repeated the above and it stopped. The dark spot on the bandage staying a dot for a few hours. I it fell off a moment ago when I washed my hands but I decided to let it air throughout the night. Guess what though? It's started to bleed a little. My friend is going to find it so funny that the same day she tells me to be careful with the knife, I stab myself with it.
Monday, November 25, 2013
Saturday, November 16, 2013
Soon to be born, pervert, and a facfic
Ok so I haven't posted anything in a while though I doubt anyone cares. My baby brother is due tomorrow so that means he could pop out any moment and by any moment I mean after a few hours of labor. Though according to the lady at the herb shop after drinking the ginseng tea my stepmom bought the baby will come flying out. Oh also for some reason no one can know the baby's name until after he is born. My dad and stepmom know but not even I know what his name is going to be. We all call the baby Chase Pedro or Chase for short. This is because since my dad is Mexican and his mom has a strong accent she would have trouble pronouncing some English names and my stepmom and her parents only speak English so they have trouble pronouncing some Spanish names so they decided they needed to come up with "the whitest and most Mexican" name they could come up with. My on of my stepmom's first suggestions was Chase Pedro and my dad said "that sounds like the border patrol's job description". Since everyone thought this was so funny it kinda stuck.
Um ok so I guess I'm kind of a perv. My friend is part of the music club at school which is music based but they also have one comedian. Well the first time they performed she sang a song and was WAY better than the other performers because she sang in high school so had experience and actually sang loud enough to be heard unlike the other singers. Afterwards the audience cheered and I heard some guy yell "go out with me!" Well the second time the club was scheduled to perform was Thursday and she was going to sing a mash up of Billionaire by Bruno Mars (the part he sang at the beginning) and OMG by Usher (modified for a girl to sing). She joked that people were gonna think that she only cared about money and hot guys. I listened to her practice and thought that because of OMG guys might have more to say to her. I told her that guys might say that they "want to make her say oh oh oh oh". She embarrassingly laughed and called me a pervert. I guess I am to have even thought that or maybe she is just too innocent, which she is. I guess it's a good thing I didn't also say some might say "there's so many ways to love ya" which is a line she sings. She is already hit on by guys all the time and then she sings this? How does she not realize this. She is just so oblivious and innocent. In high school she didn't know what an orgy was so she asked her biology teacher during class. Everyone in class thought it was so funny and the teacher was a little flustered as to how to answer. She just sat there innocently thinking it was some kind of organ or something like that.
p.s. It is true that she is pretty and hit on by guys all the time. All her friends (guys and girls) can see that and we can't all be wrong about the difference between a guy being nice and a guy being interested in her so nobody think anything like that.
So I have two friends who are writing fan fictions that involve the three of us. My friend Lori is writing a Naruto fanfic and my friend Maria, the girl I spoke about above, is writing on about the Ouran High School Host Club. I thought well I'm the only one not writing a fanfic and they have me in theirs so I'll write one with them in it. I asked Maria what the fanfic should be of and she looked at my lunch box and said Spider-man! Then right away she said "I wanna be with Spider-man!" Then I told her "do you want the current Spider-man because he's dead?" because if I don't get him then you get the dead one I said in my mind. Then she was like "whaaaat? I don't want to be a necrophiliac!" Then I told her "well Doctor Octopus is in his body so you would be with Doc Oc in Spidy's body." Then she freaked out and said "whaaaat?! I've seen enough hentai to know where this in going! (honestly if you spend enough time on the internet you know there is stuff like this without having to watch it and there are memes with that phrase so don't say "hey she's not that innocent!" cus she is) Are you trying to get me tentacle raped?! Why would you want me to get tentacle raped?! You're so mean! I can't believe you want me to be tentacle raped!" then once we met up with our group of friends in the cafeteria she yells "NADIA WANTS ME TO GET TENTACLE RAPED!" and I'm running in behind her yelling "I NEVER SAID ANY OF THAT! YOU WERE THE ONE SAYING THAT!" Needless to say everyone was looking at me like "why would you do that to your friend you sicko?" I swear I never said any of that. Please someone believe me. Any who Lori suggested I writing a pokemon fanfic. Originally it wasn't going to have romance because Lori told me I didn't have to but when we told Maria she called Ash and so Lori called Gary and I'm not sure if I'm even going to set myself up with anyone.
Well that's my update! Thanks for reading.
p.s. while looking for the image above I found this one and thought it would be an interesting drink.
It also made me think of this video.
Um ok so I guess I'm kind of a perv. My friend is part of the music club at school which is music based but they also have one comedian. Well the first time they performed she sang a song and was WAY better than the other performers because she sang in high school so had experience and actually sang loud enough to be heard unlike the other singers. Afterwards the audience cheered and I heard some guy yell "go out with me!" Well the second time the club was scheduled to perform was Thursday and she was going to sing a mash up of Billionaire by Bruno Mars (the part he sang at the beginning) and OMG by Usher (modified for a girl to sing). She joked that people were gonna think that she only cared about money and hot guys. I listened to her practice and thought that because of OMG guys might have more to say to her. I told her that guys might say that they "want to make her say oh oh oh oh". She embarrassingly laughed and called me a pervert. I guess I am to have even thought that or maybe she is just too innocent, which she is. I guess it's a good thing I didn't also say some might say "there's so many ways to love ya" which is a line she sings. She is already hit on by guys all the time and then she sings this? How does she not realize this. She is just so oblivious and innocent. In high school she didn't know what an orgy was so she asked her biology teacher during class. Everyone in class thought it was so funny and the teacher was a little flustered as to how to answer. She just sat there innocently thinking it was some kind of organ or something like that.
p.s. It is true that she is pretty and hit on by guys all the time. All her friends (guys and girls) can see that and we can't all be wrong about the difference between a guy being nice and a guy being interested in her so nobody think anything like that.
So I have two friends who are writing fan fictions that involve the three of us. My friend Lori is writing a Naruto fanfic and my friend Maria, the girl I spoke about above, is writing on about the Ouran High School Host Club. I thought well I'm the only one not writing a fanfic and they have me in theirs so I'll write one with them in it. I asked Maria what the fanfic should be of and she looked at my lunch box and said Spider-man! Then right away she said "I wanna be with Spider-man!" Then I told her "do you want the current Spider-man because he's dead?" because if I don't get him then you get the dead one I said in my mind. Then she was like "whaaaat? I don't want to be a necrophiliac!" Then I told her "well Doctor Octopus is in his body so you would be with Doc Oc in Spidy's body." Then she freaked out and said "whaaaat?! I've seen enough hentai to know where this in going! (honestly if you spend enough time on the internet you know there is stuff like this without having to watch it and there are memes with that phrase so don't say "hey she's not that innocent!" cus she is) Are you trying to get me tentacle raped?! Why would you want me to get tentacle raped?! You're so mean! I can't believe you want me to be tentacle raped!" then once we met up with our group of friends in the cafeteria she yells "NADIA WANTS ME TO GET TENTACLE RAPED!" and I'm running in behind her yelling "I NEVER SAID ANY OF THAT! YOU WERE THE ONE SAYING THAT!" Needless to say everyone was looking at me like "why would you do that to your friend you sicko?" I swear I never said any of that. Please someone believe me. Any who Lori suggested I writing a pokemon fanfic. Originally it wasn't going to have romance because Lori told me I didn't have to but when we told Maria she called Ash and so Lori called Gary and I'm not sure if I'm even going to set myself up with anyone.
Well that's my update! Thanks for reading.
p.s. while looking for the image above I found this one and thought it would be an interesting drink.
It also made me think of this video.
Monday, July 8, 2013
Finally New Charms
After promising for so long I have finally posted two more charms in my Etsy shop. I have added a Duck charm and a Jellyfish charm.
I don't know why the pictures came out sideways. On my laptop and Esty they are right side up. Please visit my shop. I would appreciate if you would at least look at it. Here is my Etsy shop.
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Dad
Tonight my dad told me he was gonna start working out again every other
day. I decided to join him. It was mostly stuff using your own body
weight. When we did push-ups I realized I hadn't done them since my P.E.
class freshman year of high school and that I had gotten no better. I
was able to keep up with my dad during the work out for the most part.
Her was very athletic until his early 20s, taking martial arts and judo
and entering competitions. He still worked out a bit into his
mid-thirties, lifting some weights but now at 42 he hasn't done much. He
is not a very big guy and was never one of those guys who just get
crazy buff for no reason. As I've gotten older I feel like like I'm able
to catch up to him a little. I have always admired my dad and since I
was little I wanted to be strong like him, not just physically but
emotionally. He has gone through a lot more than me but also had similar
problems growing up. Almost none of of my cousins have had a good
father and mine was the closest to a father figure they had but I know I
am lucky that he is mine.
I know father's day passed a while ago but anytime is the right time to think back and appreciate everything your dad has done for you. Knowing that some people have bad or fathers whom are not present such as my cousin's I warn that when looking for a father figure, make sure you choose the right one. Maybe think about someone else in your life who cares for you instead.
I know father's day passed a while ago but anytime is the right time to think back and appreciate everything your dad has done for you. Knowing that some people have bad or fathers whom are not present such as my cousin's I warn that when looking for a father figure, make sure you choose the right one. Maybe think about someone else in your life who cares for you instead.
Disneyland Birthday
I came back from a mini vacation to Disneyland for my sister's 6th birthday. We left Saturday, went Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, and left Tuesday around 6pm. My sister loved it. She especially loved meeting Pluto. She pet him for a good fifteen minutes when my mom finally told her to stop. Her birthday was actually Monday and on that day we went to a breakfast buffet thing where you meet the characters. We met Mikey, Pluto, Minnie, Daisy, and Stitch randomly showed up halfway through. I never got the chance to eat in peace though, even though I was starving. We got there and met Mikey, then I got a plate and my food, Pluto walked over and we took pictures, I took a couple bites then Mikey and Stitch started dancing so we went over to watch and my sister danced, then I took a couple more bites and Minnie came over and we took pictures, I sat down and Daisy came over for pictures. After that I scarfed the rest of my food as fast as I could just in case Stitch decided to come over.
I gave my sister a pink (her absolute favorite color) rabbit wearing a dress with a gray top and lavender bottom, I made both. I can't post a picture of it because she lost it later that day in Radiator Springs. It took my spare time from three days to make because I had never crochet a doll before and messed up and remade a lot and she lost it after owning it for about 5 hours. I wanted to cry, and still do. I am still exhausted from it all. I walked, ran, and stood in crowds (which make me very uncomfortable) in the hot sun beginning early in the morning until late at night (not the sun part obviously).
My mom dropped me off at home at 9 and after telling my dad and stepmom about the trip and giving her a Maleficent pin (it is a joke by my dad that she is Maleficent) I went to bed at 10pm. That was the earliest I had slept since I left for Disney and it was much appreciated.
I just remembered a couple I saw at Disneyland. They held hands as they walked along, swinging them a little. They were smiling and just seemed so happy. But then that makes sense because they were a gay couple.
I gave my sister a pink (her absolute favorite color) rabbit wearing a dress with a gray top and lavender bottom, I made both. I can't post a picture of it because she lost it later that day in Radiator Springs. It took my spare time from three days to make because I had never crochet a doll before and messed up and remade a lot and she lost it after owning it for about 5 hours. I wanted to cry, and still do. I am still exhausted from it all. I walked, ran, and stood in crowds (which make me very uncomfortable) in the hot sun beginning early in the morning until late at night (not the sun part obviously).
My mom dropped me off at home at 9 and after telling my dad and stepmom about the trip and giving her a Maleficent pin (it is a joke by my dad that she is Maleficent) I went to bed at 10pm. That was the earliest I had slept since I left for Disney and it was much appreciated.
I just remembered a couple I saw at Disneyland. They held hands as they walked along, swinging them a little. They were smiling and just seemed so happy. But then that makes sense because they were a gay couple.
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Cookies!
I haven't posted my two new charms on Etsy because I don't have a camera so I can't take a picture of them. The other item's pictures were taken with a friend's camera.
Watched a video I saw a while back and remembered it. It's so funny and cute. Baby Monkey!
I made cookies for my dad for fathers day. They were really good. It's from America's Test Kitchen. Here's the recipe
Watched a video I saw a while back and remembered it. It's so funny and cute. Baby Monkey!
I made cookies for my dad for fathers day. They were really good. It's from America's Test Kitchen. Here's the recipe
Cook’s Illustrated/America’s Test Kitchen Presents:
Perfect Chocolate Chip Cookies
Adapted from Cook’s Illustrated and America’s Test Kitchen
Ingredients
1 ¾ cups unbleached all-purpose flour (8 ¾ ounces)
½ tsp. baking soda
14 Tbsp. unsalted butter (1 ¾ sticks)
½ cup granulated sugar (3 ½ ounces)
¾ cups packed dark brown sugar (5 ¼ ounces)
1 tsp. table salt
2 tsps. vanilla extract
1 large egg
1 large egg yolk
1 ¼ cups semisweet chocolate chips or chunks
¾ cup chopped pecans or walnuts, toasted (optional)
Preheat the oven
to 375 degrees and place the oven rack in the middle position. Line 2 large (18×12 inch) baking sheets with
parchment paper and set aside.
Whisk flour and
baking soda together in medium bowl and set aside.
Heat 10
tablespoons of the butter in 10-inch skillet (if possible, do not use nonstick)
over medium-high heat until melted, about 2 minutes. Continue cooking, swirling pan constantly
until butter is dark golden brown and has nutty aroma, 1 to 3 minutes.
Remove skillet from
heat and, using heatproof spatula, transfer browned butter to large heatproof
bowl. Stir remaining 4 tablespoons
butter into hot butter until completely melted.
Add both sugars,
salt, and vanilla to bowl with butter and whisk until fully incorporated. Add egg and yolk and whisk until mixture is
smooth with no sugar lumps remaining, about 30 seconds. Let mixture stand 3 minutes, then whisk for
30 seconds. Repeat process of resting
and whisking 2 more times until mixture is thick, smooth, and shiny.
Using rubber
spatula or wooden spoon, stir in flour mixture until just combined, about 1
minute. Stir in chocolate chips and nuts
(if using), giving dough final stir to ensure no flour pockets remain.
Divide dough into
16 portions, each about 3 tablespoons.
Arrange 2 inches apart on prepared baking sheets, 8 dough balls per
sheet. Smaller baking sheets can be
used, but will require 3 batches.
Bake cookies 1
tray at a time until cookies are golden brown and still puffy, and edges have
begun to set but centers are still soft, 10 to 14 minutes, rotating baking
sheet halfway through baking.
Transfer baking
sheet to wire rack; cool cookies completely before serving.
You put them on the sheet like this
and they come out like this.Sunday, June 9, 2013
Not much
I resolved my problems with my friends. We actually talked so that was good. Now I won't be a loner. We are planning a bonfire at the beach. It'll be them and a bunch of people I don't know.
And a random giant rabbit.
My parents divorced back when I was 7. I lived with my mom mostly and stayed with my dad whatever two days he had off each week. I do not get along with my mom. I finally gave up and stayed with my dad full time. I left on valentine's day and gathered my stuff over time and now I have nothing with her excluding what's in storage. I'm sad because I have a little sister who will be 6 this month and the reason I stayed at my mom's so long. I don't see her often because then I have to see my mom. My dad and stepmom say I have to talk to my mom. I do when I go to see my sister. We act like nothing is different until I leave. My dad tells me I have to try and get along with her because she is my mom. Why does he insist on me getting along with her when he couldn't? Why do I have to tolerate what he couldn't? There is always something she has to say to me too. My sister is inbetween school years and I'm off for the summer. I asked my mom if my sister was still staying with her friend while she was at work. She said yes. I asked why she didn't just ask me to babysit. She stared at me and in that tone she uses to indirectly call me stupid she said "Do you really want to know?" All I could think was WTF did I do? I've always taken good care of my sister. Why did she have to say it like that? Whatever.
I'm going to make two more charms available in my Etsy shop RaccoonDen by Wednesday. They are gonna be a duck charm and a jellyfish charm. I'll post a link to them in my next blog post later in the week, probably Wednesday. I might put them up sooner though because I just need to take pictures. The problem is taking a good picture. Well see ya later. Please visit my Etsy shop if only just to brows.
And a random giant rabbit.
My parents divorced back when I was 7. I lived with my mom mostly and stayed with my dad whatever two days he had off each week. I do not get along with my mom. I finally gave up and stayed with my dad full time. I left on valentine's day and gathered my stuff over time and now I have nothing with her excluding what's in storage. I'm sad because I have a little sister who will be 6 this month and the reason I stayed at my mom's so long. I don't see her often because then I have to see my mom. My dad and stepmom say I have to talk to my mom. I do when I go to see my sister. We act like nothing is different until I leave. My dad tells me I have to try and get along with her because she is my mom. Why does he insist on me getting along with her when he couldn't? Why do I have to tolerate what he couldn't? There is always something she has to say to me too. My sister is inbetween school years and I'm off for the summer. I asked my mom if my sister was still staying with her friend while she was at work. She said yes. I asked why she didn't just ask me to babysit. She stared at me and in that tone she uses to indirectly call me stupid she said "Do you really want to know?" All I could think was WTF did I do? I've always taken good care of my sister. Why did she have to say it like that? Whatever.
I'm going to make two more charms available in my Etsy shop RaccoonDen by Wednesday. They are gonna be a duck charm and a jellyfish charm. I'll post a link to them in my next blog post later in the week, probably Wednesday. I might put them up sooner though because I just need to take pictures. The problem is taking a good picture. Well see ya later. Please visit my Etsy shop if only just to brows.
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Emotionally breaking down, sorry
I'm pretty down. My friends are so unreliable I think I'm just gonna give up on them, though I honestly don't want to. It's fun hanging out with them but they hurt me a lot. The day of the sleep over last week my friends took almost 5 five hours to dye their hair at another friend's house then come to my house. They got here almost at 11pm then complained that they were hungry even though I was hungry too and had been waiting the whole time for them so I could order pizza and it would be warm for them. Then we were supposed to got to the beach to a bonfire and I invited my sorta friend Alan who I haven't seen in a while. They told me we were getting a ride from someone and I told Alan to meet us at the beach at 3pm on facebook because I don't have his phone number. I waited for my friends and we ended up getting there at 5. Obviously Alan left by then and I couldn't tell him we were gonna be late so he was gone when we got there. Then we only stayed for an hour because one of my friends didn't wanna stay, it wasn't even dark yet. And finally Friday my friends abandoned me completely. Three of us are done with the semester but the fourth still has not (we each go to different colleges). They decided to just go with the fourth to her school but it was too early for me since it took them until midnight to finally decide on the plans and I can't run on 4 hours of sleep (since her class started early). They wanted to go with her so we decided that they would go and afterwards meet me at a Starbucks near the trolley station one stop over from my stop (though it still takes a while for me to get to it) where they would normally get off to head home since they rode the trolley to get to her school. She got off at 12:15pm so I thought I would leave my house at 1 and get to the Starbucks around 1:45 and wait for them because the trolley takes about 45 minutes to get from her school to the stop. I got there at 1:40, text my friend (got no response), and waited until about 2:30 when my friend finally responds and tells me that they haven't even left the school yet. I got upset and was bored so I went to the mall another stop over. I thought since I'm always the one who has to message them to get information I'd wait until they text me to tell them where I was. I was in the Comics n' Stuff until 5 when I bought some comics and left, tired of waiting for them. I get home at 6 and notice a text I hadn't seen that I had gotten on my way home. They told me that they decided to get coffee at her school and just headed home afterwards and never even went to the Starbucks. I don't even like coffee but I had agreed to meet them at Starbucks. If I had stayed there until I finally got that message I would have been at that Starbucks for 4 hours. They couldn't even bother to tell me they weren't going to show up until after I was heading home. I know "it's who cares? you left anyway" but that's not the point! They waited 4 hours to tell me they weren't going to show up. It's even more infuriating because the friend who's school they were going to cancels on me almost every time at the last minute. It's hard for me to just break it off is because 2 of them have been my closest and longest lasting friends and currently only friends including only one other. We have been friends for 5 years and even lost communication for a year when one moved away and I changed schools. As soon as she moved back we instantly talked to each other agin as if no time had passed. But recently they haven't been so close. The reason they are my only friends is because I have trouble talking to people and even when I do have a group of "friends", I just fade into the background (not purposely). I never get invited to hang out, I'm not invited to birthdays, and we eventually stop talking. They wouldn't even show up when invited to my birthday parties. I get along with them but I'm a quite person so I guess they kinda lose interest in me. It's beginning to feel the same with these friends. It hurts most because with the other people I don't have time to get attached but with these 2 friends I have grown extremely attached to because they were always there for me and I never faded because I'm only quite until I get to someone better, then you can't shut me up. Unlike with other people, I didn't have to be the one to always asked to hang out and force the friendship to continue. With these friends I was always included, I'm invited to birthdays, to hang out, and they come to my birthday parties. It wasn't often that we hung out but we always text each other or talked on facebook. They're the only ones who have ever slept over to my house. But recently I feel like I'm fading in a forced way. I know they have new college friends because they are a lot more social then me but always canceling and abandoning me? That's a lot different. They've always had other friends and still kept in touch so that can't be it. I'm still talkative and social with them. My heart is breaking because even though I was used to being alone before them, I had finally made friends and have had them to talk to and we started hanging out a lot after we finished high school. That first semester and half of second semester in college was awesome, then suddenly it died. I feel hurt and I can't hang out with them anymore because I know they'll just hurt me more. I'd rather be alone again then constantly being hurt.
I know some people might think I'm being over dramatic and I know some people have it worse but this is what's happening to me and this is how I feel. What is happening IS hurting me. My grandma always says to think about other people's problems and knowing that they have it worse and still go on will make you feel better about your own but it makes me feel worse because I can't even handle the problems I have. It's hard for me to go back into being a hermit in my room because my stepmom is forcing me to go out every day but when I'm home not even the usual method of engulfing myself into a fantasy world of movies, comics, and video games is helping me feel better. But I know eventually I will be able to. I just have to try harder to forget, like I have with every other person that has entered my life. That is actually what I do. I absorb myself into a world that's not real and the people eventually get pushed so far to the back of my mind I won't remember unless they are mentioned or I decide to think back. After they are pushed to the back of my mind I can come out of the world I have immersed myself into and am free to start the cycle over again should I make new "friends".
Sorry I'm being such a downer but I occasionally get extremely depressed and could go on about other things but bringing them forward from my mind to even mention would hurt.
Sorry. I said I was gonna add something new to my etsy shop but my attempts at immersing myself hasn't worked yet and so I am too depressed to make anything.
Toodaloo and make sure your "friends" really are friends.
p.s. I forgot to mention before that I like the 11th Doctor and have finished all the episodes on netflix. I'm going to try and find season 7 online.
I know some people might think I'm being over dramatic and I know some people have it worse but this is what's happening to me and this is how I feel. What is happening IS hurting me. My grandma always says to think about other people's problems and knowing that they have it worse and still go on will make you feel better about your own but it makes me feel worse because I can't even handle the problems I have. It's hard for me to go back into being a hermit in my room because my stepmom is forcing me to go out every day but when I'm home not even the usual method of engulfing myself into a fantasy world of movies, comics, and video games is helping me feel better. But I know eventually I will be able to. I just have to try harder to forget, like I have with every other person that has entered my life. That is actually what I do. I absorb myself into a world that's not real and the people eventually get pushed so far to the back of my mind I won't remember unless they are mentioned or I decide to think back. After they are pushed to the back of my mind I can come out of the world I have immersed myself into and am free to start the cycle over again should I make new "friends".
Sorry I'm being such a downer but I occasionally get extremely depressed and could go on about other things but bringing them forward from my mind to even mention would hurt.
Sorry. I said I was gonna add something new to my etsy shop but my attempts at immersing myself hasn't worked yet and so I am too depressed to make anything.
Toodaloo and make sure your "friends" really are friends.
p.s. I forgot to mention before that I like the 11th Doctor and have finished all the episodes on netflix. I'm going to try and find season 7 online.
Monday, May 27, 2013
Sleepovers and Etsy!!!
I am officially done with this semester and decided not to take summer classes and try to get a j o b.
Three friends slept over Friday. They all slept in my bed even though we have a guest room. It was very warm. At one point my friend asked if she could take her bra off and told me to check if the one that was asleep had her bra on. My friend freaked out because she thought I was groping the other but I was only rubbing her back to check. I WAS! They made me kinda uncomfortable because they kept calling me cute and mentioned my boobs a lot more than necessary. My friend also said I looked like an anime character when she came over to sleepover again today.
My friends made a short music video Friday! https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10152824261375251&set=vb.549835250&type=3&theater
I have an Etsy shop now! The Octo charm I posted before is available. I also have some crochet scrunchies and a fish bracelet. I might add something new this week. Please visit! Just take a look at least please! My name is LeopardMonkey and the shop name is RaccoonDen. Please visit!
RaccoonDen
Oh! Also six of my friends and I are planning a road trip of California for a week during the first week of August. We have to save lots of money until then. Anyone know any places we should visit? We are also thinking of staying in hostels (not a typo) so that will be interesting. We have to rent a van to fit all of us, so expensive. Especially because it's hard to find a place that will rent to 18 and 19 year olds, they charge more. Four girls and two guys... Two girls for each guy! Just kidding. The guys are my friend's boyfriend and his friend, who may or may not go out with my other friend by then because he likes her. So much drama will be going on in that car either way!
Three friends slept over Friday. They all slept in my bed even though we have a guest room. It was very warm. At one point my friend asked if she could take her bra off and told me to check if the one that was asleep had her bra on. My friend freaked out because she thought I was groping the other but I was only rubbing her back to check. I WAS! They made me kinda uncomfortable because they kept calling me cute and mentioned my boobs a lot more than necessary. My friend also said I looked like an anime character when she came over to sleepover again today.
My friends made a short music video Friday! https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10152824261375251&set=vb.549835250&type=3&theater
I have an Etsy shop now! The Octo charm I posted before is available. I also have some crochet scrunchies and a fish bracelet. I might add something new this week. Please visit! Just take a look at least please! My name is LeopardMonkey and the shop name is RaccoonDen. Please visit!
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Oh! Also six of my friends and I are planning a road trip of California for a week during the first week of August. We have to save lots of money until then. Anyone know any places we should visit? We are also thinking of staying in hostels (not a typo) so that will be interesting. We have to rent a van to fit all of us, so expensive. Especially because it's hard to find a place that will rent to 18 and 19 year olds, they charge more. Four girls and two guys... Two girls for each guy! Just kidding. The guys are my friend's boyfriend and his friend, who may or may not go out with my other friend by then because he likes her. So much drama will be going on in that car either way!
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Oink Oink!
Yay! I finished the pig hat I've been working on for a while because I set it aside and worked on other projects. I finished it on the way to my dad's friend's house and he happened to literally live across from my sixth grade camp, I could look at it from his front door on the other side of the road. The pig hat's part of the farm set I'm making. I've made the chicken hat as I've shown in a previous post and now I've finished the pig hat and next is a cow hat. The pig hat even has a little curly tail! XD (sorry, I don't know how to get rid of the date and time in the corner. -_-")
Anywayz, I have finals next week! I wanna go crawl under a rock until they're over. I still have to finish the last two pages of my research paper on Red-eared Sliders because I forgot it wasn't done. After we had the one on one meetings with the teacher after five pages it felt like it was done because it wasn't mentioned after that. I also have to do the power point telling the class what my research paper was about. Wish me luck! I've got a lot of studying to do.
Anywayz, I have finals next week! I wanna go crawl under a rock until they're over. I still have to finish the last two pages of my research paper on Red-eared Sliders because I forgot it wasn't done. After we had the one on one meetings with the teacher after five pages it felt like it was done because it wasn't mentioned after that. I also have to do the power point telling the class what my research paper was about. Wish me luck! I've got a lot of studying to do.
Friday, May 10, 2013
It's a boy! Bake-off at a funeral? Doctor Who obsession.
Just found out the baby my stepmom is having is a boy. Just what she wanted, now she can rub it in her brother's face cus he wanted a boy but had a girl. I'm just looking forward to having another kid look up to me. A child trusting, loving, and admiring you is the greatest feeling ever. They think you can do no wrong. I already know the feeling cus I have a 5 year old sister. It's a real boost to my self-esteem.
My stepmom went to a friend's funeral and took some brown sugar cookies but nobody was eating then but they were eating the chocolate chip cookies someone else brought. She was like "chocolate chip cookies are so original. why aren't they eating mine?" She was jealous and was watching people and hoping they would eat her cookies. They are actually really good, it's just that they don't look special because they are just brown cookies. My dad ate four though because he and I know that my stepmom only bakes to take to special occasions and we have to eat as many as we can while they last.
I've been obsessively watching Doctor Who for a week. I got up to the episode Blink in season 3 then just stopped watching for some reason, now I am in season 5 and about to watch episode 7. I don't like the 11th Doctor as much. I prefer the 10th Doctor <3 but I thought it was funny when for a second he thought he was a girl because of his hair then was disappointed that he wasn't a ginger. My cousin thinks it would be interesting if he did regenerate as a girl though. She says some fans would get upset though, too bad.
Just for a view of that her's a picture of some girl cosplaying as the Doctor (found it in a web search)
and just for fun I found an Iron Cyberman
My stepmom went to a friend's funeral and took some brown sugar cookies but nobody was eating then but they were eating the chocolate chip cookies someone else brought. She was like "chocolate chip cookies are so original. why aren't they eating mine?" She was jealous and was watching people and hoping they would eat her cookies. They are actually really good, it's just that they don't look special because they are just brown cookies. My dad ate four though because he and I know that my stepmom only bakes to take to special occasions and we have to eat as many as we can while they last.
I've been obsessively watching Doctor Who for a week. I got up to the episode Blink in season 3 then just stopped watching for some reason, now I am in season 5 and about to watch episode 7. I don't like the 11th Doctor as much. I prefer the 10th Doctor <3 but I thought it was funny when for a second he thought he was a girl because of his hair then was disappointed that he wasn't a ginger. My cousin thinks it would be interesting if he did regenerate as a girl though. She says some fans would get upset though, too bad.
Just for a view of that her's a picture of some girl cosplaying as the Doctor (found it in a web search)
and just for fun I found an Iron Cyberman
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Nanananana BATMAN!
So like I mentioned last week I went to visit my cousins and uncle in Fresno. Well apparently my cousin Sarah had already made plans to go to the mall with her friends so she invited me to got along with her. She told her friends that her 18 year old college student cousin was coming with them and they wondered if I would even wanna come and hang out with high school freshman. Well I guess my cousin never mentioned me because they would have know better than to wonder that since I'm childish for an 18 year old both in appearance and action. While at the mall we went in to a shop that sold products such as jade zodiac animals, those cats that wave, anime related stuff, and a side had amazing video game blades. I saw the Master Sword but where would I put that then I looked in the display case with dozens of pocket knives and found awesome twin blade batman pocket knives. I instantly bought two.
Took the pictures on my zebra stripe pillow so they are kind of hard to see but I found pictures of them at http://www.geekalerts.com/batman-twin-blade-batarang-pocket-knife/
There were three colors at the store and I thought black and silver were more Batman like than red, unless it's in reference to Batman II or Batman successor in Batman Beyond.
Took the pictures on my zebra stripe pillow so they are kind of hard to see but I found pictures of them at http://www.geekalerts.com/batman-twin-blade-batarang-pocket-knife/
There were three colors at the store and I thought black and silver were more Batman like than red, unless it's in reference to Batman II or Batman successor in Batman Beyond.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Zoo, Cousins, and a Baby?!
So I was gonna talk about how I went to the San Diego Zoo so I'll start there. I went to the zoo last Saturday and it was really fun. I've been to the zoo pretty often because my dad has been working there since I was one. I went with a new friend that hadn't been to the zoo in about 3 years and a friend I've known for 5 years that had never been to the zoo before. Needless to say since she had never been to the zoo she was really excited which increased my excitement to hers because no matter how many times I go I still love it. We ended up in family roles: I was the mom, she was the child, and my new friend was the dad.
Next is cousins. I'm going to Fresno to visit my uncle and and cousins. My uncle married a woman that already had a daughter. I love my new aunt and cousin. We get along better then I do with the people I'm actually related to.
And finally the baby. Just in case you're reading this Sarah, don't tell anyone. Well when I was about to start writing this I got a knock on my room door. It was my dad wanting to talk to me. I came out into the living room where he and my step-mom were. He told me to sit down and revealed to me that my step-mom was pregnant and that I was the first to know. I can't even properly express my joy and excitement. My parents separated back when I was in second grade. I had wished I had a younger sibling and it seemed like my wish was never going to be granted. Then my mother got pregnant from her boyfriend (whom she is no longer with) and out can a chubby baby girl. I was depressed before but once she was born she became my life and love. After several years of her living with us and them going out, my dad remarried a woman that didn't particularly like small children (which I wasn't since I was 16 when they married). Now as I learned 15 minutes ago my stepmother is currently pregnant. To think I went 12 years as an only child and now I am 12 years older than one sibling and will be almost 19 when the next is born. With my dad's good humor he asked me if I wanted to see the sonogram and this is what he showed me. Now this is how I imagine the baby.
Here's to big sisters and big brothers everywhere.
Next is cousins. I'm going to Fresno to visit my uncle and and cousins. My uncle married a woman that already had a daughter. I love my new aunt and cousin. We get along better then I do with the people I'm actually related to.
Here's to big sisters and big brothers everywhere.
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Cluck Cluck
I'm so disappointed. It rained a little on Monday so I though it would be cold the rest of the week but it has actually been really warm. I don't like the cold but I was kinda looking forward to wearing my chicken hat that I made. I thought it would make some people's day to just see some girl wearing a chicken hat because it would make them laugh wouldn't it? My grandma says you should make someone laugh because it would make their day just that much better. But oh well, maybe another time.
Here's the hat on my stuffed panda.
Here's the hat on my stuffed panda.
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Octo Charm
I made a cute little octopus charm for my phone. I made it with clay. Mixed the purple (which I hated because for some reason I would end up with brown) and painted it pink on the bottom. I made the eyes and mouth with a toothpick and black paint. Finally I gave it a clear protective coat. Overall the hardest was trying to make the eyes the same size but I really like the end result. ^-^
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Blegh Milk!
Hello. My first blog yeah. So this is just gonna be stuff that has happened to me or someone else or maybe I might post a story I've made up...maybe. I'm not a very confident person so yeah, maybe. I probably will post some of my drawings though.
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I made a terrible mistake. I was making a Pb&J sandwich and as I was making it decided I wanted milk which was weird because I don't really like milk unless it has chocolate. I got the milk out of the fridge and wondered how old it was but poured some for myself anyway. I'd heard of sour milk but that doesn't even significantly describe the taste! I was so bitter and disgusting as soon as it touched my tongue I wanted to barf.
It was the most horrid thing I've ever tasted. Now I won't be able to drink milk without thinking about that taste. If I do drink it I'll have someone else try it first. To bad I threw it away with as much anger and violence as a priest performing an exorcism or I would have tricked someone into drinking it.
Ugh I still feel nauseous.
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I made a terrible mistake. I was making a Pb&J sandwich and as I was making it decided I wanted milk which was weird because I don't really like milk unless it has chocolate. I got the milk out of the fridge and wondered how old it was but poured some for myself anyway. I'd heard of sour milk but that doesn't even significantly describe the taste! I was so bitter and disgusting as soon as it touched my tongue I wanted to barf.
It was the most horrid thing I've ever tasted. Now I won't be able to drink milk without thinking about that taste. If I do drink it I'll have someone else try it first. To bad I threw it away with as much anger and violence as a priest performing an exorcism or I would have tricked someone into drinking it.
Ugh I still feel nauseous.
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